My Mystical Cycle

My meditative and spiritual journey is cyclical, and it follows this pattern:

From transcendence to peace, from peace to reflectiveness, from reflectiveness to doubt, from doubt to doubt's self-negation, from doubt's self-negation to struggle, from struggle to despair, from despair to spiritual warfare, from spiritual warfare to contrition, from contrition to victory, from victory to vision, from vision to transcendence.