The Insomniac's Prayer (A Psalm)

Is that you God?

Are you even real?

I'm so tired I don't know what is real, anymore. 

Are these visions before me just tricks of the mind?

Or are they glimpses of Something More?

If the former, how can I know that You aren't more of the same?

If the latter why don't you drive the darker ones away?

I want to cling to the Cross now, Lord.

Help me do that.

For dying if only for a moment seems a most supreme blessing.

Because all I want to do is close my eyes, and rest.

I need to sleep, God...I need to sleep.

Send Your Son, Send Your Spirit, Send Your Peace which passes understanding, send whatever you have to..

But please Lord, I need to sleep, I just want to sleep.

Amen