Being Called

Whenever I think about being called to the ministry, I think about this scene from TALES FROM THE CRYPT: DEMON KNIGHT.

The main character is about to give the key filled with Jesus' blood to the new Demon Knight. She says, "I'm not the right kind of person for this sh*t". But this dying man, who is obviously existing at that point in the film in the form of Jesus, tells her 'you're exactly the right kind of person'. It is a strange feeling, when God tells you something about yourself you cannot help but think is untrue. I'm not the right kind of person for this. But God tells me I am. I will do what God says. But not without confusion.